I've heard this song in past and my son listens to all sorts of music (love this kid of mine! ) he's growing so much!
kinda symphonic, reaching, letting go... dunno... I love it...
{note, I'm not into violence towards myself, ignore that part of the song pluueese as physical death but death of what society and culture says I had to be to fit in}
here's the song... if you get a chance to find and listen to it... whoooahhh "In The Shadows" by Rasmus
No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I rather kill myself then turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living for tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows
I've been waiting
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for me the answer is simply being... newness in life... my own identity away from the rules and regulations of UPC, society and what family handed down to me... I am perfectly capable of being moral, ethic, having essence and compassion, but free to claim my birthright of simply being human... If they have a problem with me or anyone else simply being and finding our identies when they themselves find people and offer different ideals and identities, isn't that a little do as I say but not as I do and you are allowed freedom as long as it's within my set of religiosity rules.... If they don't agree with me being free... don't come around... quit trying to contact me to offer more guilt trips...
ps. my son found Rasmus site and video to that song and whoah... little different... if anyone sees the video please don't put me in the category of seeking darkness... when I listen to the song my thoughts of a possible video was walking and running in a feild surrounded by snow capped mountains and wild flowers
... but to each their own... slavery and freedom means something different for everyone... and that's not a pot shot at their video... and style... I was just thinking person freedom and a vision of a video before viewing theirs...
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anyone wanting to share your freedom and newness in turning a page in life or starting a new chapter... spiritual, non spiritual... we support everyone.... if you want to share something uplifting... give a shout out... do it!
"My pacifism is not based on any intellectual theory but on a deep antipathy to every form of cruelty and hatred." --Albert Einstein
kinda symphonic, reaching, letting go... dunno... I love it...
{note, I'm not into violence towards myself, ignore that part of the song pluueese as physical death but death of what society and culture says I had to be to fit in}
here's the song... if you get a chance to find and listen to it... whoooahhh "In The Shadows" by Rasmus
No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I rather kill myself then turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living for tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows
I've been waiting
**********
for me the answer is simply being... newness in life... my own identity away from the rules and regulations of UPC, society and what family handed down to me... I am perfectly capable of being moral, ethic, having essence and compassion, but free to claim my birthright of simply being human... If they have a problem with me or anyone else simply being and finding our identies when they themselves find people and offer different ideals and identities, isn't that a little do as I say but not as I do and you are allowed freedom as long as it's within my set of religiosity rules.... If they don't agree with me being free... don't come around... quit trying to contact me to offer more guilt trips...
ps. my son found Rasmus site and video to that song and whoah... little different... if anyone sees the video please don't put me in the category of seeking darkness... when I listen to the song my thoughts of a possible video was walking and running in a feild surrounded by snow capped mountains and wild flowers
************
anyone wanting to share your freedom and newness in turning a page in life or starting a new chapter... spiritual, non spiritual... we support everyone.... if you want to share something uplifting... give a shout out... do it!

