My scrupulosity tends to revolve around entertainment. I'm a huge gamer and movie buff. Pat Robertson (who I know should not be taken seriously) used the verse where Jesus said if you looked on a woman with lust that you have commited adultery in your heart to say that killing in a video game is just as bad as killing in real life. I know this isn't true, but my mind is assaulting me. I would elaborate more, but if I articulated every thought going through my head right now, you'd think I was insane. My mind feels like a bottomless pit of insanity. I haven't seen my CBT counselor in a while because of insurance issues, but I got so desperate due to the extremety of this anxiety that I went ahead and set up an appointment to pay in cash. I feel so embarassed that I'm under such distress about this, but I can't help what the OCD goes after.