This must sound strange after several years from freedom from the pentecostal/charismatic movement, but I'm still having some issues - in particular, the fear that God has cursed me or that I'm jinxed. I think these ideas are so deeply ingrained, it's almost inevitably I would struggle. I also get angry, mainly because of this idea that God is (or may be) punishing me/stopping me from achieving my goals in life.
Do others struggle with this?
