Being under the influence can cause you to over think, be overly cautious... and you know, if you've been "in church" before and are familiar with preaching ... you may have heard a similar sermon since some of those preachers/evangelists recycle their "new" revival material... so, you may have been recalling a similar rehashed sermon.

I also agree that you should get help getting off drugs.

Peace



"We are all enigma in the circle of life, being ever entwined with creative evolutional progress. All precious to behold for each our differences." -- M. Cheri B.