Sorry that you are going through this. I don't know what to say except that if they can't answer the questions that you are asking, or if they are met with hostility, it is not a place for you to be. They will shower you with false-niceties about how they can help you with your problems and all the while they are snickering at you behind your back. I would suggest getting help from a county or social organization that's maybe through the city to get you helped with the drug problem.. and then AFTER that is doing ok, starting on YOUR spiritual journey. That's alot of stress to add to a person that is trying to get clean.

Best of luck,
Shelenator

I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect has intended us to forgo their use.