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ok jonahli. Fair enough, you believe in glossolalia and you are not pente/charismatic. I might have seemed to react strongly, but I hope you see why, I do not like to be challenged about my feelings be they hatred anger fear whatever - how I feel is how I feel - okay you don't like to feel hatred. I feel hatred and anger is an important process in me learning that I am not to blame and I've a right to feel angry about things that have happened to me.
I also find it triggers a lot of emotions and upset when things like glossolalia and prophecy are defended and your use of the word 'fellowship'. Maybe you have managed to rid yourself of negative emotion or whatever, but I haven't - that's why I'm here.
You say you didn't intend to preach but your very first post sounded like a sermon, about your transcendent God etc. PLEASE, with respect, can you keep this sort of religious discussion to the religion forums? Being told what is good for me in terms of spirituality provokes the anger and hatred you claim to want rid of. And lines such as "t r u s t in HIM" just sound exactly to me like the sermons I've had preached to me too many times.
What you write is very cryptic, and I feel very threatened by your winking faces - you know what I mean. This sort of stuff is pretty provocative and I can't handle that right now and I am really suspicious of you, wrongly or rightly.
I started this thread looking for support for probably one of the most difficult things I've had to do in my life so far, but it has hijacked and turned into you trying to give me some sort of patronising cryptic message about the holy spirit making tragedies and whatever else you said about that which I don't understand (maybe I'm just not that academic or maybe it's that English is your second language? Or both). I am all up for debate on spirituality etc but not on this thread which had a simple goal - to seek support and encouragement in standing up for myself and attempting to protect the current youth of the charismatic church I grew up in. Echoing Archies words, I don't need your advice - my feelings of anger and hatred are fueling my fight for justice and protection of the innocent - so while you are better off without your feelings of anger, right now they are what are propelling me into doing something that is very frightening for me to do.
"Beyond all these perspectives is the story of a band which has been used by Cod to bless tens of thousands of people" - interesting typo on 'crossrhythms' website
My YouTube channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/hellothereitsjustme
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