tandc90 wrote:
They teach you to doubt your own mind, to constantly question whether your thoughts are even your own or possibly implanted there by Satan


No wonder so many of us don't know who we are or how to think after we leave.

Yeah, exactly - I am going through a really weird time, where I don't know who I am or how to think or if I can trust my own thoughts...I am so lethargic, that I'm not really me anymore. I don't seem to care about anything, except getting into the basics of life's exisitence. The recovery state of this is weird. I miss my ex, but I can't seem to care about all that. Numb.