charliedog wrote:
When I read what Blackdog writes, I wonder if my ex feels the same way. This is awful - this lie that pretends to be christianity. This destroyer, unholy deceiver.
Wow...looks like I made an impression on somebody *blush* How ya doin, Charlie? I should have said hi earlier.

I certainly don't know how your ex feels...but you certainly seem a lot more self-aware and a lot less crazy then MY ex does! My ex definitely does have Borderline Personality Disorder btw, it's been diagnosed. I can tell you from personal experience that Borderline feeds into Pentecostalism in a big way, and vice versa. You must be amazingly strong to have to deal with that and be leaving Pentecostalism! No matter how screwed up things get or what bad things happen to her because of it, my ex refuses to leave it behind even though Pentecost clearly has caused many of the problems in her life! Even though it's destroying her she refuses to leave (she stll calls me once in awhile) or even admit that it has destroyed and continues to destroy her life. A couple times since we got divorced we've tried to have a relationship, she'd appear to be just on the brink of sanity and then slip back into Pentecostalism.

Part of me still loves her, but because I don't trust her...and because I know she will always love Pentecostalism more then she ever loved me, I'm done and won't have anything more to do with her in that way. Life is hard sometimes. We take what is given. Sometimes you just have to deal.


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