Thanks for your welcome. I can't say too many times how glad I am to have found this site. Tandc90, if my time in charismania taught me anything, its the ability to be cravenly obsequious, so here it is...oh thanks for liking me....
I might add that you may want to be delivered from a spirit of liking me...give it a go... I will stand over you in a threatening manner and sing "Shine Jesus Shine"...at you. No problem

Boustro- Hi there - We met in the chat room the other day - I felt that you were not "on fire" about a conversation about wedding dress design. Do you need to be delivered from a spirit of "apathy towards wedding dress design?" or are you OK living with that....?

Lozza - I've run out of sarcasm!!! Sorry. Just to say thanks for your welcome and I look forward to getting to know you all.

I'm here because a man I really love, was damaged by me, by my charismania and I had a bit of a crisis about it..Along the lines of "what the ffffff.......??????????how could have done and said those things? How???" I didn't mean to hurt him but I did. Am I glad he has backed off from me? For his sake - yes. But I will always miss him. Always. So there it is. If I was still in the Pente mindset, I'd say, "Anything is possible with God...just pray and he'll come back to you...."

This is of course, great to hear, but a load of crap.

If you tell a person that they are full of demons and need deliverance, anyone worth anything would say, "See ya" and walk out the door. Which is what he did. Leaving me with alot of thinking to do.

So I took time to think, then more time, then more time. I looked up Borderline Personality Disorder and found that those who suffer from that, really do fit the bill as people in the Pente/charismatic movement. Especially when it comes to claiming the right to invade other people's personal boundaries. And what an invasion is the "I can see you have a Demon, but don't worry - we can sort that out..." idea. What a terrible invasion and yeah - I'm wondering if my time in the charismatics/pente did give me Borderline Personality Disorder - because none of that intrusive, invasive, nasty attitude was ME. So who was it? What was done to me to make me be like that. Rob's postings have been very helpful, many thanks Rob