Just an update: she came back from the church service today announcing that she would be returning immediately to it all (instead of months or years as previously stated). We've been talking all afternoon, and are going to be saying our goodbyes tonite..as she plans on returning tomorrow.

Tandc90, yes it is/was a marital commitment, and I tried HARD and still am trying HARD to get her to think this out. She is insisting this isn't simply because she is having a rough time. Believe me, everything you guys have suggested we discuss...we already have.

Today is the saddest day of my life.

What's worse is that I'll have to stay here until I have the ability to leave (financially), so this is going to be so tough. I do hold out hope that her "reconversion" won't last. I hope...

Pascal wus clever kitteh hu wus laik: "I am not knoin if teh Ceiling Cat is reel." Oh noes! But Pascal was thinkin an thinkin, an he wus laik "If I is beleefin in teh Ceiling Cat, and he is reel, I will be gettin cheezburger. But if I has no beleefin in teh Ceiling Cat, and he is reel, I will be getting pwned. If there no Ceiling Cat, no matter anywai. I think I is beleefin in teh Ceiling Cat."