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Mar 21 09 9:02 AM
Looking4truth wrote: Blackdog- I could never...in a million years be religious or pentecostal again. My mind has been opened, and it's at a point of no return. I was miserable before, and now I can actually get up in the mornings without "enough prozac to kill keith richards" (lmao at that statement). I can't believe she would have that fantasy either...I guess it's just her idea of things turning out "okay" in light of a horror story of a situation. But, she doesn't seem to understand that I would not be able to live with her....as to whether I could be her friend...maybe...but it would be via telephone after I moved about a thousand miles away so that I didn't have run into her at Wal-Mart ever! I really do not think she gets that. Gah...that's what I imagined...that's how painful it will/is/going to be. You describe it well. There are two main things I worry about (besides my heart recovering--if that's possible)...is how I'm going to be a good mother to my child with a broken/crushed heart...and if I'm going to be able to get through medical school...as stressful and demanding as that is in this mental shape.
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