If I can calm myself down enough to talk to her about this, maybe we can have an open conversation...maybe. Although, the chances are slim, because she keeps returning to the same ole phrases like, "I'll always believe this way"..."You are an atheist, so you will never understand"...and so forth.

I have tried to explain to her that because I used to be a pentecostal I CAN understand to a degree where she is coming from...but now seeing it all from the other side, I can't understand why she would want to return to that craziness knowing what all it did to her before.

Maybe I can try writing her a letter, I'm better on paper usually. I guess it's worth a shot anyways.

Pascal wus clever kitteh hu wus laik: "I am not knoin if teh Ceiling Cat is reel." Oh noes! But Pascal was thinkin an thinkin, an he wus laik "If I is beleefin in teh Ceiling Cat, and he is reel, I will be gettin cheezburger. But if I has no beleefin in teh Ceiling Cat, and he is reel, I will be getting pwned. If there no Ceiling Cat, no matter anywai. I think I is beleefin in teh Ceiling Cat."