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Mar 21 09 8:21 AM
Looking4truth wrote: Blackdog, I told her those very things in two excrutiatingly LONG conversations we have had this past week. I reminded her how they treated her before when she was a pentecostal! They treated her as an outcast! She has admitted this to me before (although, now she has changed her tune and defends them)! They would call her out of the crowd, from the pulpit...in front of around 700 people...and announce to all that she is a "prize" because she used to be homosexual and (the preacher would was saying this said..) that she was a "rare win" because homosexuals are hard to "win to christ". He would do this every so often...point her out...make her a spectacle and she would be so embarrassed...and all of those homosexual hating rednecks there would look at her in disgust as they would imagine her former sex-life. She never had any real friends...none that would actually be there for her. When she got sick (she has health problems), and couldn't attend church anymore (or not very often), noone would visit her...check on her, etc. She was alone! We met because we attended the same church...she had been there a while, but I was new to that particular church (although raised pente)...and until she met me she didn't have a single friend. She just told me last week when writing a paper on childhood that reminded her...that I was her first best friend. I fell in love with her and then she fell in love with me. .... She will die alone...and that kills me!!!!! I start falling apart everytime I think about that. Who is going to take care of her?? They sure won't...they didn't even check on her before! Her parents are old and in bad health...won't be around in five years more than likely...her sisters are sooooo busy...who is going to watch out for her???? ...it's too painful for me to stay around...but I can't stand the thought of leaving her alone either. I'm a mess!!
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