When it came right down to it I never felt guilt or fear from God, even after fasting and praying God never seemed to be the issue. I remember walking around my house in pants, even the hair deal and makeup thing, not once did I ever feel anything from God, but the moment I step outside I feared being caught by members of the church, or the pastor.

This to me was a clear sign, I fear man, God was not making all these crazy to do list. Yeah I know, the church will turn around and say, God using His people to inflict fear and guilts, these standards we hold as salvation! Well I didn't believe that back then, nor now! Fear and guilt comes only when you allow someone to install it and place it upon you, through means of controlling your way of thinking. Jesus was never a follower, he preach a message of freedom, he step outside the box, he broke the rules that were held as Laws unto salvation, he was hated, overall he was feared, because they fear him, they kill, like today they slowly choke to death the inner soul of the person who seeks truth outside their gate~


Freedom is just that, free of the fears of this life~


You take the blue pill and the story ends.
You wake in your bed and believe whatever you want
to believe.
You take the red pill and you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes. Remember all I am offering is the truth, nothing more.




~ Well behaved women rarely made history ~ Eleanor Roosevelt