Throughout my bible walk, I've pretty much always felt I was progressing in bible truths as I went from one thing to the next. My pentecostal days were 10-15 years ago, my more recent bible walk days had me walking in a "torah obedient" type of truth that the torah (law) was still to be observed but the consequences of disobeying were resolved at the execution stake of Messiah, and so on. Moving along these various paths didn't upset me at all, for I was still a bible believer.

But it was MUCH different when I went from bible revealed religion onward. Wow, what a mind blower! I was scared, depressed, lost feeling, numbed, and freed... all wrapped up into one. Some days I would cry. Other days I would feel a sense of solidarity with my fellow man. Other days I would just ponder the wonders of the universe... but I had a really hard time the first couple of weeks. Deism helped me cope... and now I'm moving more into a pantheistic form of deism in a way. I feel much better now and I'm glad I had my re-birth... for that's the best single analogy I can put to it. Birth is painful, but on the other side a whole new world opens up.

I have never felt so positive as I do now and I truly feel free at last!

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Old Fashioned House Cleaning

"And he shall cleanse the house with the blood of the bird, and with the running water, and with the living bird, and with the cedar wood, and with the hyssop, and with the scarlet - Leviticus 14:52