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I literally felt that to accept "the Apostolic way" would be a fatal choice for me, and that the only way I could "live" was to leave the Borg . . . to disassociate from the collective. College had ignited a part of me that had nearly died -- my sense of self and self-worth -- and it seemed as if I only had one choice: that or me. They couldn't cohabit the same body.


that's a lot of how i felt before leaving... i realized I had never allowed myself to live.... i was someone they wanted me to be.... i needed to find me... once i found me i was a happier and less depressed person outside of pentecost :)






I've been delivered from the deliverance...