Star... you can't run from the problems... deal with them head on and face them, get them over with or they'll keep following you forever... it's man made fear inside trying to bubble up again within possibly? dunno... fight and flight won't help though... neither will surrender and lettting the enemy eat you either... get bold and allow yourself to develop... being around other expentecostals and excharismatics will help.... we're all new at this and are walking through this together... we don't have a sure plan and can only be here as support and can't prescribe one sure shot quick fix... but we know what it's like to go through ups and downs... and we're here with you and for you...
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"My pacifism is not based on any intellectual theory but on a deep antipathy to every form of cruelty and hatred." --Albert Einstein