I would have to say growing up a pentacostal preachers daughter was hell, and I would never want to go back to my teenage years. I remember feeling suicidal and hopeless, running away all the time, and my parents threating to throw me in the juvy when they found me, if I did not come home with them. Its funny now that I have walked away from being pentecostal and it is about two years now that it is getting harder not easier....that I am starting to feel hopeless again..Sometimes I think all the pressure, threats of hell because I am a "backslider, and them breathing down my neck will never end. I'm starting to think maybe I should move out of state...lol......