I will admit growing up that I pondered suicide more than once (partly because I felt extremely trapped--even social services didn't want to get me out, they knew nothing about religious abuse at the time)

I'll also note that complex PTSD is a major risk factor for suicide, and I have read (ancedotally, wish I could find the specific quote) that supposedly the highest percentage of suicides in *any* population is among gay/les/bi/trans individuals in pente/charismatic groups.